Life has been so uneventful lately. I find myself bonding with the TV more than ever. Props to the inventors of moving pictures. However, this can’t be too good for my health’s sake. I’m not sure what to do anymore. After my second job interview for Raley’s on Monday, I’m going to see if I can join some volunteer group. It’ll give me something productive to do while earning community service hours for school.

My friends and I are going to go catch a movie tomorrow and light fireworks later in the evening. I’m excited. I haven’t lite fireworks since… ever really. I’ll take pictures. =D You girls have any plans for July 4th?

I’m constantly finding myself overwhelmed and stressing out about all the upcoming due dates and finals. I use lists to organize my thoughts and priorities. Here’s what I got so far:

1. History : PPT on Budget Cut on Education - due tomorrow
2. Pre-Cal : Notes - due June 10
3. Pre-Cal : Graph Project - due June 11
4. Pre-Cal : Finals - June 11
5. Physics: Finals - unsure Tuesday
6. English : Finish Novel/Worksheet - due Thursday

To-Do:

1. Study for Pre-cal finals - weekend
2. Study for Physics finals - Friday
3. Buy supply for Pre-cal project - Friday
4. Finish Pre-cal project - Sunday

ugh. Just looking at these make me want to puke. I find myself so lifeless lately, just dazing off, trying to find my little piece of heaven in the mist of all these chaos. I should go grab something to eat before starting on my Powerpoint for History. Contests or events of any sort will be postponed until finals are over with. toodles.

I heard this girl in my class got accepted into Berkley. I was pretty amazed since it’s Berkeley, hello BERKELEY. Anyways, so I asked her “Do you get grades?” and she got all offended saying, “yea I get good grades! Why wouldn’t I get good grades?! ‘Cause I’m black?!” I didn’t even fucken mean it that way. I know I should have stated the question differently like, ‘what did you get on your transcript for them to accept you?’, but she really didn’t have to take it that way. It was so uncalled for. I’m sorry but just because you’re black doesn’t mean everyone is out to get you or to judge you by your racial profile. Maybe I asked because you seemed like a total dumb-ass bitch. Have you thought of that? Why does it have to be your race? God. People these days.

I know African Americans have a long history of discrimination and racial prejudice, but don’t go inflicting your paranoia and sensitivity on everyone who said something negative [or in this case, sounds negative] to you. Asians [specifically Vietnamese girls] were and still are being sold and trade like merchandises, you know. You don’t see me going around saying, it’s cause I’m Asian?! UGH. I really don’t think using the unfortunate history of your people as an accusation make you right. In fact, it makes you look like you’re proud you were discriminated against because you can take racial offense in everything people say about you.

I finally found the time and inspiration to reopen up this place. How you like the new layout? I was just experimenting and poofff, something magical. =D

So what happened was… I was trying to shut down the site to put up a new layout and one thing led to another and I ended up erasing the whole system. lol. So silly. I was pretty devastated and at one point wanted to close down FH altogether but decided against it.

I stayed up until 4am last night finishing up the coding and re-uploading everything. I lost everything (with the exception of my last theme, thank God) so I had to start from scratch. It really sucked since I’m missing a lot of information I had before. Oh well, here I am not right? I’m still not completely done so if you find any errors around the site please let me know. =]

I really shouldn’t be blogging right now but I just love to procrastinate. I have a physics project due tomorrow and I haven’t done anything. No research, no Powerpoint, nothing. *sigh* Oh well, I’ll get it together somehow. Thank God it’s a group project, hopefully my other group members are being more productive than I am.

I can’t believe school is almost out already. I can’t wait for summer vacation. I just want to fresh start next year. Finals are also coming up. I dread my Pre-cal final but at least it’s going to be multiple choice. Good luck to everyone who’s going to be taking finals. I know I need it.